Rythm Of My Life

Freedom from War..

2011-12-26T20:50:00.001-08:00

Want to see how laissez-faire in front of Prime = Business student only will understand
Chosen to lock together in the city were killed soon
Look at how to go in front of passers-by ten thousand breathing
I am a very old story of the sky to the new

Will be looking past (as long as **** censor approached) did not cry in the town is willing to
Looking for will be close to (in the end found) Staring collapse
How many will be looking past why still in depression can occur
This is how the city can be reborn

War, the war every day
Afraid of love and hate in the free path
Place to place too much
Ideal where the armored battle in

Every day the war
In a free path with you about the real
I remember feeling like I feel like a man
Even if only half

How can I know the world is expected to become increasingly difficult to turn off the lights Verge
Landscape in the most fake most of my real name..

People only know how to declare war..
But did they when for war?
did they see how the scenario of war?
Did they smell the stink of blood and fresh in the war?
I bet those Autocratic leader don't have balls go to battlefield and taste the war..
They don't know how much people suffer for war..
How much the losses cause in war..
Declaration of War is from Wealth / Money...
Greed is the causes of war..

Love with no Guts

2011-12-26T20:40:00.000-08:00

Another fear is that you can mind other people
Friends may call you that night even parents
I want to still be able to close a single
Sit near you that can kiss every point has led to

I certainly do not miss your appointment hour
You probably attract you always see the heartbeat successive birthday
Big kiss and then millions of people to send him off the body immediately

Who would dare to please you choose now open
Or simply put a small gall looks tight
Attempt to boldly go on about the time you meet a lunch
Is no doubt that the humble but at least not neglect
Flowers on a blatant effort to focus the mind

I am good enough to treat you like Valentine's on

I feel like two get along and have not considered the most intimate

God lead me show you who I am regardless of who is making whom fate

Who would dare to please you choose now open
Or simply put a small gall looks tight
Attempt to boldly go on about the time you meet a lunch
Still hit the board
Then you would get along with fun and although I was not very used to the format
The original reason for this is not the last pick

Who would dare to please you choose now open
Or simply put a small gall looks tight
Attempt to boldly go on about the time you meet a lunch
Is no doubt that the humble but at least not neglect
Flowers on a blatant effort to focus the mind
Every day to get used to send an on and off the course

True love

2011-12-26T16:50:00.000-08:00

Finally found back those memorable moment of my life...
This movie is one of my favorite.. but in a time my pen-drive cannot be detect and my comp formatted and i lost the clue about this movie.. even go to youtube unable to find.. because there was another movie same name call as Ai qing wan sui.. old movie =.= but lucky few day back my pen drive be able to read again after 2 year !!! congratz me !

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When the fate of being forced to look at another piece of sky
Fill in the blank dream

I have chosen not love to be tease
When I hold your hand just feel wide

Occasionally, when I want to let go of breath
But let me love you more courage

I believe that love right
Even after heavy rain the world in slow motion
Your dedication to your tender
Are the pulse I

I believe that true love right to hold me
Loved it when they did not
I understand love is true

When the fate of being forced to look at another piece of sky
Fill in the blank dream

I have chosen not love to be tease
When I hold your hand just feel wide

Occasionally, when I want to let go of breath
But let me love you more courage

I believe that love right
Even after heavy rain the world in slow motion
Your dedication to your tender
Are the pulse I

I believe that true love right to hold me
Loved it when they did not
I understand love is true

I believe that love right
Even after heavy rain the world in slow motion
Your dedication to your tender
Are the pulse I

I believe that true love right to hold me
Loved it when they did not

I understand love is true

Fool melon rain

2011-12-19T08:44:00.000-08:00

Had suddenly see your eyes speak
Perhaps you will not install stupid
So I decided to close down your flowers
Believe you said that if every sentence
You make my heart beat fast a few times per second
Suddenly want to cheek kiss your face
So I would like to close with double eye magic
Period to be that good, then spend some romantic under the previous month
You want me in
I like you and do
If the advent of true love
We will greet you pull hand
I sound stupid melon rain
Would like to point is also not to fear
I will accompany each side of your body today
But tomorrow you will not fall in love with her new

True heart..

2011-12-19T08:37:00.000-08:00

You say rooted in my heart
So the heart will love very deeply hurt
Memory in my mind rolling
Not everyone is as stupid as I

I'm afraid to ask are too cruel to each other
I can feel another person
I smile into tears, etc.
Love in the collapse of the real time comparing

Know the answer too many questions about how
Love as long as the original fault tolerance does not require a talent

Heartache than happiness more real irony of this love why
I forgot this is the first few times you can not adhere to a see
More real than the embrace loneliness lost love makes sense
I will not be too selfish and refuse to even more lonely days
Relax can not see the future
Is this true love is not perfect the way

那些年

2011-12-19T08:09:00.000-08:00

那些年.. 16岁de我在2007年,那些年我研究中的一个同性恋学校.
那些年..最bang的浪漫电影是周杰倫de不能说的秘密.
那些年..我结识了一些捆柴de人.. jia huai wo..教我如何玩游戏
那些年..我 Ponteng 给 Raj 捕获
那些年..年轻的时候..我很英俊de and 我很瘦
2011年..我仍然很英俊但是，只有我的体重稍重

那些年..只是一个脆弱的内存..会不去de年

Emo post,, if u understand it

2011-12-11T21:12:00.000-08:00

I will continues sleep and stay in my imagination life.

Being a clown

2011-07-28T12:50:00.000-07:00

First time in my life being a clown.
you guys really disappoint me.
I told you all READ YOUR SLIDE AND UNDERSTAND
But no one is listening.
end of the result.
YOU ALL CANNOT SPEAK AND MAKE US BEING A CLOWN IN FRONT OF PEOPLE.
Ur the leader why cannot you stop being so wtv ?
because of ur wtv u make our presentation so dull and bored
and all of the point is useless.
First time i felt my presentation such a fail-er did you know?
I already told you understand ur slide and ur part but did you all do ur part?
and u still complaining is very hard?
then why the judges dint ask me any question instead of asking you all?
If i am the leader I think i can did more well then this.
This group is really lack of teamwork
and
nick , abshar and avinash
If you not very good in it why cannot find me and ask for guidelines ?
if ur not good i nvr blame you but u nvr show me ur effort.
YOU GUYS SCREW UP THIS PRESENTATION.
FXXK

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After the presentation we had a dinning ethic event.
I am a Usherer.
This Dinning Ethic also leader suck..
No one is willing to cooperate with her.
If ur team dont satisfied with you how u going success in this event?
why the lecturer say yes and you cannot say no?
are u a ape?
bladdy hell..
talk with common sense can or not?
alway talk nonsense and make us stay back till 6-6.30
you think we very free to entertain you?
you tot crying is the solution?
if u dont feel qualified for a leader thn resign the post and let other do..
wastedsperm you bladdy hell..

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What a emo week.. all sort kind of problem coming..

screw up my mood

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Rolling In The Deep.. love it ~!

2011-07-18T04:45:00.000-07:00

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare.

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do.

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love, remind you of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHtwZ07N1ic&feature=share

Issue

2011-07-16T11:36:00.000-07:00

What is Issue?

When does this Issue happen?

Answer = Conflict

Now this old buddy they dog bite dog..
Speechless..
how old already?still wanna be so childish ?
Still wanna open a group and said out what u Beh Song about other..
Mature pls la..
Even people dont like you it dont mean they will tell u straight on the face..
Why they dont do so? Because they dont wanna cause problem out..
People already diam and ignore it and you still wanna bring the problem out?

Nvm.. i Neutral one.. wink wink

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Exam in one week time..
Hate PDP class.. waste time and money..
Wan do this presentation thn dinning ethics..
WTF waste time and money..
use brain pls la..This class is not in the list of the course is u saja saja wan add in..

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Haiz Macbook hang 99 lek now..
All data inside dunno either can save or not.. Haiz the worst part my presentation slide is inside there... GOD WHY ALL LAST MINUTE HAPPEN~!!
look like gonna spend some penny to repair this issue..
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Now days dunno why hardly to sleep midnight time.. dunno why
Go to bed.. cnt sleep.. rolling there for 3-4 hour thn dunno how i can fall sleep..
Sad case..
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Haiz.. So good if i not paying for my college fees..
I can use my money to go travel to hongkong thn taiwan thn japan~~ SYOK SYOK~!!
life is not easy~!!
Stress stress stress..
Dunno why now days my brain like not function very well like last time..
Last time use to have a great observation but now.. What happen next to me i also dunno..
Maybe i OLD ALREADY..

HERE MY TRANSFORMER BABY

我的夜晚你成为一个阳光灿烂的黎明

2011-05-08T12:03:00.000-07:00

Do you know that my ChiNeSe improved? HAHAHAH
It start the 2week sem break.
how i going spend my 2 week time?
jogging?
apply for gym?
but it kind costly and my college fees still less few k man

now is 3.07am
look like i am gonna be a night ghost d.
i was wondering how i gonna write my blog everytime.
tell my story?
tell other ppl story?
what a mess is this man.

and i got my idea,
write a story on my blog,
but this story have to be a meaningful story=)
or else it gonna be a boring dead one.

Alot ppl change le, really alot
all ppl are walking on they path and we are on the different path
missing my school life.
it so relax
nothing to worry
life goes on.

now
money
study
health
future
!@#$^&%*
all bull shit coming out
wish to stay young forever man.
i have wonder does anyone view my blog?
Nope.
because it been a year i dint blog and i dint told ppl that i have a blog,
so blog is the best way to express my self.

If you could live forever what will you do?
Been thinking this answer kind long.
What will u do? Meaningful thing? unexpected thing?
What a mess !@#$^%*&(

ok i am out of idea already

Love quote all about =)

2011-05-07T15:49:00.000-07:00

当你坠入爱河时，它是一种临时的疯狂。它像一次地震，爆发然后它平息。当它消退，你不得不作出的决定。你要找出是否您的根都变得如此交结是不可想象的你应该过部分。因为这是什么是爱。爱不是透不过气来，它不是兴奋，它不是渴望交配一天的每一秒。它不醒着躺在夜晚想象他亲吻了你的身体的每个部分。号...不要脸红。我告诉你一些真理。为的只是爱；任何我们可以说服我们自己。爱本身就是剩下来，在当爱已烧毁了 … …

哦，如果我们可能只是威廉 · 莎士比亚。虽然有些人有福银的舌头和流动的笔，别人偶尔需要一些帮助。
在旧社会，寻找爱的报价所需库漏水的引号和散文的无尽书之旅。这是击中，错过是否你能发现什么是真正的你的心。
但今天，得益于互联网和具体报价的爱，如专门的网站： scrabbleoutmyheart.blogspot.com，您可以找到完美的报价为任何场合，无论是专业的爱至死不渝，婚礼的感伤干杯或周到的线或两个情人节。
当然，浪漫不是一种季节性的追求。爱的箭头可在任何时间罢工，你不能总是等着度假来表达你的感情。远好到哪儿去网上找大带引号的爱你需要任何时间，白天或夜晚。
scrabbleoutmyheart.blogspot.com 是一个完美的例子，如何可以快速、方便地找到正确的报价。带引号的爱情感觉你有这种安排。如你所知，则不会同样创建所有表达式的爱。
如果您只是想做一点调情或显示你的感情，你不要误送都是关于承诺和婚姻的报价。如果您这样做，您会意外地发现自己走在过道上，不知道这一切是如何发生的。
对于那些想深化其承诺，也许进入婚姻的神圣的债券，却不乏的美丽、周到报价的爱，许多来自浪漫的主人。
寻找这些宝石，无论它们是可爱的男朋友爱报价、甜蜜的爱引号或深的思念和愿望，是容易的。几个快速单击的按钮可以选择一种类型、滚动报价和完美地体现了你的感情的本质的一个选择。
如果你的浪漫，但不是不像话的浪漫，您可以找到有趣的爱报价以及这会对你的爱离开的微笑脸上同时接触他们的心。真的有报价几乎任何阶段的爱可以想象到，从青少年爱与爱的丈夫或妻子的完全捕获的伤心和最后的再见感觉的单词。
那么，如何你关于选取完美带引号的爱？
开始搜索你的心，你的感觉。它是快乐和痛苦吗？快乐或痛吗？它是挤压或尚未单相思吗？开始从成千上万的带引号的爱看，考虑到你自己的个性和你说的事情的方式。如果你真的不喜欢带引号的罗伯特 · 勃朗宁的爱，但而爱良好的冲压生产线，不要违背你的直觉。让你右引号的爱，不是你的思想来指导你的心。
如果您有一个最喜爱的作家、名人或哲学家，您还可以搜索按其名称。很多人有最喜欢的诗人或作者，如我或有其它人喜欢他们的报价是从别人多一点当前，跟威廉 · 莎士比亚。
好消息是爱的有带引号的每一次和每一个人。幸运的是，有很多浪漫的走过摆在我们面前的这个世界 — — 这么多你从来没有真正要担心没有合适的词语。
在什么地方出，右引号的爱都等待着你发现他们。

欣赏别人之前她去 = Appreciate someone before she/he gone

2011-05-07T12:53:00.000-07:00

As what been show today was all about
Appreciate someone before she gone
Normally a person wont regret or appreciate someone before they gone,
why?
because they alway think i can survive without you
i know u will come back to me
i know u wont leave me
i am far too good from other person.

But when it really leaving u that time.
U just gonna let the person go ?
Why cannot u guys hold them back?
If u really love some one will u let the person go?

Loveispatient,loveiskind

Just a word
LOVE IS COMPLICATED

Every moment i will think a happiness thing instead of sad.
Every moment i will find a new trick to make her smile =)
Every moment i will think about her =)

Jie kai wo, zui shen mi de deng dai
Xing xing zhui luo fong zai chui dong
Zhong yu zai jiang ni yong ru huai zhong
Lliang ke xin chan dou
Xiang xin wo bu bian de zhen xin
Qian nian deng dai yao wo cheng nuo
Wu lun jing guo duo shao de han dong
Wo jue bu fang shou

Release me from this mysterious waiting
the stars are falling; the wind is blowing.
Finally I can hold you in my arms.
Two hearts beating together.
Believe me that my heart has never-change
waiting a thousand year, You have my promise
No matter how many cold winter have passed
I will never let you go.

You guys should not really easy giving up,or else u will regret.There wont be a time machine and there also wont have a miracle, miracle happen when it the movie,it never happen in real life.

If your waiting now why not u just go for the love one and confess to them before it too late?it not about pride or what, do u love ur pride more then a person u truly love?

Love is about sacrifice

Which mean is you is willing to do anything for the person you like,i dont care what the person want even they want a moon then just give them the moon and say that the moon represent my heart to you, it just the matter of heart.

Every night my heart aches.
I never stop thinking of you.
I am used to being alone for such a long time
And I face it with a smile.
Believe me, I choose to wait.
Even though it’s painful, I won’t leave.
Only your tenderness can save me
From the endless cold.
Let the love in our hearts
Become a blossoming flower

We can pass through time, never bowing our heads,
And never giving up our dream.

A Little Quote of the day

2011-04-11T18:31:00.000-07:00

Imagine this, each of us have 2 bags, 1 hanging in front of us which is filled with the good(s) of ourselves, 1 hanging at the back of us which is filled with the bad(s) of ourselves. With our eyesight, undoubtedly we will only see the good in ourselves, and the bad in everyone else. So please don't just rely on what you see, sometimes what you smell, touch, taste, hear is just as important as what you see.

When we don't know who to hate, we hate ourselves.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.<3

Perhaps our eyes need to be washed by our tears once in a while, so that we can see LIFE with a clearer view again.

Experiences is the nickname people gave to mistakes. But no matter how experienced you are,you will still make mistakes.

2011-04-03T23:25:00.000-07:00

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth and I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
No..

I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two <3

U should be ware

2011-04-03T23:16:00.000-07:00

1. whatever you do, don’t just show up at their house…they run around in their underwear just like we do.

2. don’t cheat on them. it may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. trust me, they will find out and you will be mud.

3. beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn’t even wait for the damn hat.

4. never miss an opportunity to tell them they’re beautiful.

5. don’t refuse to kiss in front of your friends. if they laugh at you, it’s because they’re jealous.

6. if they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. don’t be afraid to touch them if you want to. if they’re going out with you in the first place, it’s because they like being in your arms.

8. if you don’t sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 if you do sleep with them, don’t tell your friends that you did.

9. you can be dirty minded in private, really…most of them are not offended by it…

10. not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.

11. most of them don’t mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you’re a *****..do you honestly need all your money that much? be a man, pay all the time!

12. every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. even if it’s not a serious relationship.

13. make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. if you’re dropping her off, walk her to the door. if you aren’t dropping her off, call to be sure she’s home safely.

14. if a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.

15. if you’re talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. never, ever slap her, even if it’s just in a joking way. even if she swats you first, and says, “oh, you’re so dumb” or something, never make any gestures back.

17. go to a chick flick once in a while. she doesn’t care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.

18. you’re dead meat if you can’t get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. be prince charming to their friends, mr. polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.

19. don’t flirt with their moms…that’s just freaky.

20. don’t be freaked out by pms. it’s not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.

21. if you don’t like the way they drive, you do it.

22. if you’re officially dating, and you’re introducing her to your friends, you’d better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. don’t stress where you go for every date. they really only want to be with you.

24. if they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.

25. girls are fragile. even if you’re play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. memorize their damn birthdays. you forget her birthday and you’re basically screwed for life.

27. don’t marinade the cologne, but smell good.

28. don’t give her something stupid for her birthday or christmas or valentine’s day. it doesn’t have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. jewelry is always nice.

29. if you think the relationship isn’t going to last, don’t wait to find out. it will only hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. after you’ve been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. when you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a none of second.

Collage

2011-03-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

Since that mostly alot's ppl will tell they classmate stuff when collage start
let me also be one of them
My class have 20 student
let scrabble out

Ahmad - is the only malay guys in this course, one of the steady mike on the class but he kind of diff thn the other malay guy frn i have because he look kind cool
tania - One of the noise bunch
thinku - another noise bunch - u really piss me off sometime with ur selfishness and ur word
Saranya - a girl without her bulu kening .
prema - just a silence indian girl which know mandarin acting thr dunno
vadiku - a down syndrome girl i think so because kid blur? i think so
sharmila - a fatso same sems with me , she kind irritating sometime and suka mari de
fanny lee kar yee - a short girl which think she so tall, she loves gothic person,
angela - she look so silence but whn think come out she shout really loud.
mei yan - maybe i should say she not a open minded girl, kind of hate her seriously
kok hong - cock story alots , thing came down voice louder thn action
edison - steady guy ever met. he jst need a ruler to get 3.2 for test
chris - high ambition guy which dont deserve for a little lose
toby - china boy very good in math. need more effort for other subject man
keng - 1st time met him he so cold but now is kind sweet hahahah so gay man
sheng - same as keng
vinod - 100 mark for business test, steady indian which dont make plan spoil
prathib - katholic indian , we use to be cock ppl to step on the thinku n tania
alex - worst nigerian ever met, stupid till cow also smarter thn him seriously hate him .
me - describe about me thn =)

I think everytime i blog i need a quote

2011-03-23T10:07:00.000-07:00

I think everytime i blog i need a quote to bright up my life
let start with this.

Stress is nothing more than a socially acceptable form of mental illness.

24 April will having account test

2011-03-23T09:43:00.000-07:00

As u know~~~
Time pass very fast .
Blink a eye . it already wanna april d.
Sure lots of u guys wanna ask, How ur collage?
My answer : Steady mike!! hahah

First at all wanna say that .
I HATE CALCULATION!!
I HATE MATH! I HATE ACCOUNT!!
this two subject really flying me high~~!!
Math previous test get 10/43!!! WTF somemore is form 3-5 question !! Damn fking stupid
Mr Sam*Account* Can u teach me from basic? instead of straight away follow up other student but can u see tht i dont have account knowledge at all ?
Previous account test get
THEORY get 7/80
p/l b/s 6/20
SL PL 24/25
sad sad really dont get the theory and Profit and loss!!

For IT i get 30/55 Satisfied ! why?
because highest in class*wink wink*
this morning took business test i think i might getting 43/50 because only 1 question i dint do
because i DONT HAVE THE NOTE!!!

still dont have confident to get 3.5 above because math and account really speechless
other subject i think i might strike A .

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Mc dont la so angry at me!
as u know i mmg so wood de ma HAHA
alway angry angry!!
easy old la!
later 21 year all ppl call u aunty HAHA
YES !! BIRTHDAY COMING SOON !!
i wan u give me a surprise really =)
i dont wan branded i just wan a present full of love from u <3

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Dint expect much more surprise from u guys because u all really disappoint me.
I really think wanna refund the lagoon ticket man . seriously .
i already said . 24 april mai 24 lo.
all also agree .
why now suddenly wanna change?
it a celebration of me,ck,moon birthday .
why just because one person cnt and have to make it early?
if early thn this wont call bday celebration .
early plan le nw wan change .
it not i dunwn is the time dont match
she have exam few day after tht !
do u expect me go thr without bringing her?
wtf man . still dare diu me.
i am the birthday boy .
u guy should hear me.
alway let *** 5dai5sei
u tot *** is who worr? boss a?
1 cnt thn all also have to follow?
what a rules man.
i make my mind if u wanna follow thn follow la.
i dont mind going with her only.
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Maybe will going taiwan next year weee haaa!!~!!~~
maybe la it depend i cn keep money or not .
if cnt thn change to thailand cn a? xD

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Found back this at my Frienster

2011-02-11T00:08:00.000-08:00

Was she an fallen angel?
Was me a rising devil?
Did we ever meet before
Did I disappoint you or let you hurt?
U took my soul out into the night.
Did we ever started yet?
It may be over but it won't stop there
I am here for you if you'd only care
I could spend my life for dis sweet surrender
Sorry I can't take it
Why did you fake it
Why did we kiss it
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm
glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
I could be your standing ground
Even if that means I'd drown
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while
In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Because i always love u
I just was to stay with u
that the moment i treasure forever n ever
I don't close my eyes
because i miss u baby i dun wan miss u again
I cannot live without you
Did we ended already??
this is what i going say to been hurt u so much
Always at wan a night
Will they be angel wisher
My heart to u is true
That no wan will taken from u
Till the time is running out
Did i disappointed u
Or let u cried...
I wish i could not awake
Will i am dreaming
because the dream is the only
The sweetest dream will never do
I am here for u if u do only care
Is time to say a word
No need cry of feeling
because is alright
So grant me one last wish i beg u
Let me say dis word before i go.....
I will love u till the end of time
Every break of my mana
to hold u by my side
With one last wish i have on u
Let me die on your arm wit u
Only u stop the rain tonight
OnLy u could changes my word back to rite
Only u could break my spirit tonight
I just wan to hold u close to me

To hear the sound of your heart beat

She really a lucky person .
This my present for her bday =)

Chinese New Year

2011-02-10T23:43:00.000-08:00

As you know my chinese new year is a bad time for me.
argue with my bro on nin 30 man.
thn cny time lagi mati
dint go anywhere, staying at hsu and online .
she's enjoy collecting ang pau .
on cho 3 only meet her up ^.^
cho 4 go kajang eat satay and go broga hill pai pai su wu kong.

look like this year ang pao wont have much till whr
bcz dint take ang pau from the WASTED DAD
even he ask me go his hsu makan i also reject it .
i dont need a DADDY.

Thought wanna go gamble de.
tim chi ah 9 ah 7 they all so busy de. Sien lo. even tot this year feel bad luck but it still ok at least i manage to maintain my priority i wan and income.
College faster start la.
i wanna faster finish everything .
i have no time to waste i am 20 this year.
i feel i am kind late already did u know?
23 diploma
27 degree
31master
wtf it take sometime

but i see la
after diploma see salary how much first if less thn3k thn i take degree la.
so good if i could time travel.
could someone invent a time travel machine for me?
it so wasted man.
3day more valentine.
3day more class start
i was thinking getting
Gucci Turquiose Monogram or Longchamp Pialang
what a headache

I'm Back again

2011-02-09T13:03:00.000-08:00

Hi guy's i am back again.
now i coming up with a tone's for story, as u know that i started my college life.
everything goes smooth as it ,

Then i get to know Kok hong which is from PD , a guy is older then me 1 year , Thank god i not the oldest in class , he is a funny guy with rasional thinking.
Then is Chris Kong , which the way he speak is FUNNY seriously his eng slang like so steady and alway say " kuai lan " h
get to know a Hensem china boy call as TOBY but he could't speak malay and english well. he teach me what is SAPI .
e also another dota pro
then is Edison , a boy from batu pahat which really dont speak much but really a GREAT copy in exam.
There's was a girl name fanny . she really LALA but it not chinese lala is Malay LALA , dont really talk much with her because her attitude is so immature.
then angelo which is quite .
then mei yan which look kind fierce * dont have the guts to talk/see her
then tania a malay girl which can speak mandarin *kind hate her because she so noisy*
then tinku a indian girl which is so noisy
then2 new student i dont call what name from batu pahat also but he's cnt speak malay and english well
then in my class came a NIGERIEN which is 27 year all this year name ALEX , seriously he have a HUGE BIG LIPS .
then the only malay guy in my class Ahmad, used to be steady guy, but because of edison ahmad start to distant with us

There was few more guy's in my class but i hardly rmb they name .

As college started . Spreeding about mandy ng start
this is kok hong true hert about mandy
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and last month i think seeing E-pop or k pop.
it been age's never see this magazine .
because last time used read this magazine because keanwan every week bought it.
and as the picture show above. see the middle fat boy . it damn funny man bt i forgot what he write la . but i know funny stuff

Then life goes on.
Day by day's my love toward u
is increasing as the time come
as u know i put all my trust / gain / everything on you
i Did what a BF should do
I did give what a GF wan
but as u know sometime i was kind blur or stubbon or wood
so dont get so angry over me la as u know i banyak bodoh ma lao poh zhai xD
few day more we will celebrate our 2nd year valentine .
Dont u think it sweet that we have walk all the way and this is the 2nd year?
Dont u think i am great?
I change ur attitude,
I change ur speech,
I change ur Weight,
I change the way you are,
and i change ur life,
Dont u think it greatful that u have meet me?
Dont u think i have giving u lot's of different ?
Dont u think i have make ur world take big turn Ride?
Dont u think sitting on the Horse and turning around as the way it goes?
Dont u think u see lotsa of different colour on the world ?
Dont u know what is the experience nor feeling it is when jealousy come or Love come?

I make it all the way and i never giving up on you as u know.
What i did is just to wanna let u know how different is it i from those other guy u know.
i just wanna let u know My sky is so fresh and clean when i have met u .
The person holding my hand is you.
You should't let my hand go.
I will always beside u.
holding u when u fall
pamper u when u need
just like a word i make for u

'If u r Nobita then I must be doreamon. It's my duties to protect you , to help you out and to be with you'

That is my duties .

As the time passed , i am 20 year old,
how fast was it? hahaha
next year could go for casino lerrrrr
At least i could see how was it look like in casino.
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Ermmmm ym
If ur reading this.
Maybe i should thank u for rejecting me.
If not i dont think i could find a girl so different like her.
Maybe what i did to u last time, was because i unsatisfy with it nor maybe i should say that i'm naive nor couldn't accept the reality.
as i see the youngster now.
i really see back my self.
they did the same thing as i did.
i can say i just a naive person last time.
as time passing by, a person will learning how to being a MEN
sometime mistake came too.
But this is call life,
Just wanna sincere apologies to u , SORRY .
as the time pass. u have ur life i have my life hahaha
maybe last time what i did really over.
i told u that i ask everyone about the question *is fake*
maybe i told u that i told everyone about the thing *is fake*
What i wrote on sms last time was because i was so unsatify . so forgive this naive kid
i did the same thing to michellec about asking everyone for the question but she is more worst because on facebook. and urs if fake
and she get very upset and she tell me one thing.
why u goddamn it have to tell whole world , do u know my feeling?
Her word making me so naive and immature.
anyway peace man .

i'm Back

2010-12-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

Hahaha lastly i am back to my blog.
just back from Sunway Pyramid . =)
I have a bad news tht is She puke on my car
and i got a good news tht she first time puke infront of me =)

let start with what happening in my life now .
i going start my college at STAMFORD since tht my result is to suck and the only way i have is stamford ,
My course fees is RM25 900.00 .
kind a burden for me. but is alright i can self finance without my parent paying any penny =)
tot wanna go for TARC but they only accept 3credit for CERT and i dont have tht much year
go for CERT thn DIPLOMA .
but tell the true they DIPLOMA only cost RM 9 900.00
is very cheap it making me disappointed because the fees almost double and i dont need find part time job if i could go for TARC
but nvm i dont have time i already 19 next year is 20 . i dont wanna 25 only diploma out .
i dont wanna lose a step.
and i don't wanna lose to anyone and dont wanna let anyone to win me.

after the accident i argue with the OLD FOLK * My dad * and we have break our relation.
i dont need a DAD and i dont need a word call DADDY. because he is nothing jst a piece of shit infront of me.
wasted my 6month time.
wanna sponsor jst say if cannot afford or dunwn jst tell la dont need last minute giving those idiot excuses to break my brotherhood .

Yes i agree i fuck-up in the 2month time spending money going holiday, movie and all tht shit.
but i will never let my study run off.
i have been late 2year. maybe some old man say i still young.
but i wanna say tht i really late for my age .
No one know what is my DESIRE.
i can say that my DESIRE might be those aged 30-40 desire.
i am a person who wan everything.
if i cannot get it i will try all the thing to achieve it .
if i lost.
i will win back next time.
THAT ME .
maybe because this 2year i pass.
it let me learn tht Wanna have happiness thn Sacrifice ur strength and time so u could achieve it.

ok stop here about study.

last friday when for Michelle graduate .
here some photo i snap it =)

Jalan Mati

2010-10-10T08:03:00.001-07:00

Look like today going be my dead way .
The noob shit . dick head david blocked the facebook ip.
no choice nothing to do now .
so it given me a chance to activate back my blog
THANK YOU .
DAVID YAP KOK FUNG ANAK LELAKI PANTAT AKA SHIT HEAD AKA ASS HOLE AKA DICK HEAD AKA NOOB SHIT AKA TURTLE AKA SHIT FACE AKA NOOB MEN EVER .

FUUUUU YOHHHHHHH

GOING to start my college for SURE this time on next year january and i already wasted
my 2year time .
and thank for my stupid tht he wasted my 6month time too ASS HOLE.

time really make ppl change .
i can felt tht i changed alot since last time.

last time i use to be a very PANAS BARAN ppl but time by time i realise tht for what i need to be so furious ?

Some time argue-ment happen . i learn tht take one step back and let other move =)
but it really work after a hour or day . someone will realise eiii it my wrong and will come back apologies .
and it really help me alot to build up my relationship.
maybe u realise tht why am i so good?
it not because i am good but it because i Afraid to Lost you .

My life not alway got tht much of time to waste and find an other girl which is not as good as u do you know ?

i may be stupid but i might be smart for you some time too.
sometime u might be stupid but sometime u might be smart for me too =)

Wish tht i changed my Course from PR to Marketing will make me a better day for me and u =)

You guy got try before sitting alone in a room and try take sometime an think back all the things u been before ?
some is funny
happy
and sad

But do you think all the time u all being the right on everything?

for me is nope =)

going close shop now .

tata

Always give without remembering and always receive without forgetting.

2010-09-26T05:46:00.000-07:00

Always give without remembering and always receive without forgetting.

There is a story of two friends who were walking through a desert. At a certain point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one right across the face. The one who got slapped was very hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: "Today my closest friend slapped me."

The two friends kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to go into the water. The one, who had been slapped, got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but his friend saved him. After the friend recovered from near drowning, he carved out on a stone: "Today my closest friend saved my life."

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied: "When someone hurts us, we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

Just a reminder that we should not hold on to grudges but instead to never forget those who have helped us.

Cheers.

Child Of Good

2010-09-26T03:41:00.000-07:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine, as children do.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Pain Quotes

2010-07-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
They can't hurt you unless you let them.

The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.

“Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever

Love means exposing yourself to the pain of being hurt, deeply hurt by someone you trust.

I understand with love comes pain, but why did I have to love so much?

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all.

People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel?

Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

There is one pain I often feel, which you will never know. It is caused by the absence of you.
Why love if losing hurts so much? I have no answers anymore; only the life I have lived. The pain now is part of the happiness then.

Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.

Men? Women ? even both gender is still being the same.
They know the ROSE is full of thorns .
But they still instinct to hold the Beauty of the Rose.
Because Love will make someone Sacrifice for Someone or For the Beauty of the Rose.
The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances:if there is any reaction, both are transformed

It too Great

2010-05-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

我真的受傷了曲：王菀之詞：王菀之編：
窗外陰天了音樂低聲了我的心開始想你了
燈光也暗了音樂低聲了口中的棉花糖也融了
窗外陰天了人是無聊了我的心開始想你了
電話響起了你要說話了還以為你心裡對我又想念了
怎麼你聲音變得冷淡了是你變了是你變了
燈光熄滅了音樂靜止了滴下的眼略w停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快樂我的心真的受傷了

王菀之:
窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

On 24th Of May

2010-05-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

On 24th Of May

It was may dad birthday day.
bt it not a good day
We when for dinner
at a NEW Opening Japanese Fast Food at Kuchai lama
i can say the shop is in my life
SUCK TO THE MAX.
My dad, 2nd bro , gugu and my cousin
reach there at 8.00pm first they place the order
Then i , Mc and big bro reach at 8.45pm
and we place our order. but WTF we wait for 1hour not yet come we tot too many order
BUT WTF we order sushi i even not coming then it come one by one the last bento was my cousin which come first . order first. last to eat first.
at 10.23pm
I scolded the boss like shit.
keep on say sorry sorry maybe our wrong bla bla bla. i see the fking face also wanna give one foot print on his face.
no respect customer at all.
somemore those stuff cannot speak chinese,malay,eng
so u think how we are going to order or request for something?
This Shop is worst then PICADILY * i dunno how to spell bt it at digital mall there *

I have a dream

2010-05-19T19:13:00.000-07:00

I have a dream.
A dream which that will never came again =(
but to tell the true i appreciate this dream a lot
Even everything happen like that.
But i just could feel that .
it just a game.
But u have giving up half way about this game.
but i am not =) i am still going on this game.
alone.
But i still waiting your awake-ness
Chill up =)

I think my day is getting better.
just about the result thing is making me SICK.

Human Body was fine.
Brain was Absolutely fine.
Result is the Main Problem.
Haiz.
Hard working Kreavit !!

Try many thing le.
But unfortunely my bro like dont wn i study.
at least my 2nd bro is encourage me for study.
never see a Real blood brother calling u dont study.
WTF kind of joke.

When tot wanna taking back my spm bm for getting the credit.
i felt kind sad.]
after 2year only wanna take back.
MATI lo @.@ next year jan only apply

and i felt that i really need a rest now.
a infinity rest .
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Argue-ment are alway happen.
Dont being a child talk about the arguement all the time.

Give me a blast.

Jason Mraz Feat Colbie Calliot - Lucky

My Resignation Letter

2010-05-15T19:22:00.000-07:00

Dear Sk Oii ,
It is with great sorrow that I am hereby tendering my resignation to you. Therefore, I am tendering my resignation from PdaPro Sdn Bhd and wish to advise you that 31 May , 2010, will be my last day of employment.I never thought I would ever leave such a great company as PDAPRO, but when the opportunity for Continues my study , which as you know has always been a lifelong dream for me, I simply had to take advantage of it.
I appreciate having had the opportunity of being a member of PDAPRO for some time and offer my best wishes for your continued success. I cannot say enough wonderful things about PDAPRO, about all the people I’ve encountered in my years of service with the company, and especially about you and all the others on the sales team. Your leadership has taken us all to new levels, and I have appreciated all your personal and professional advice over the years. It's my hope that we will stay in touch as I begin this new chapter in my life.
Thank you for the opportunities you have provided me during my time with the company, a truly outstanding organization.

Sincerely,

WONG SEE FEI.

After so many year dint write letter. bt my latest letter is resignation letter.

after i give it to Office.

Mr chang came to me.

and ask many thing.

Then he ask me cn stay till 15th oof june or nt.

u also sot de. i already plan to resign xkan i still wanna stay meh.
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Scariest part is Connaught accident. OOMG lucky we dint go early 6min. if nt. i also one of the accident car there. 1 accident. 18 car clash. 1 dead, 2 of my colluage accident . god bless the Motorcycle driver in peace. Ami

15 of May

2010-05-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

Just resign from this fckup company.

feeling so great.
at least my pressure is getting lessser.
and have more freedom for my self starting next month.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuu
yppooooohhhhhhhhh

a true friend is not easy to get.
a truely friend which that understand you is very hard to get.
bt unfortunately I just lost one .

nvm. time wont travel back.
i wont think much.

most i will focus for my next course.
going retake my stupid Bm for getting a credit next year WTF.
after one n half year n i going to re take this shit again.
Sick of it.
no - confident to pass . haizz

anyway stay it up PEACEMAKER

i think i going being back the last time i used to be.
going to diet.
next month alot of health sport waiting for me ^^

jungle trackking
swimming.
sauna
naik bukit
fuuuuuuyoooooooohhhh
after so long i dint feel so relieve.
maybe this work really give me a inspiration to study n let me see this real world is.

Dont know why everytime hear Jacky Cheung song i will cry.

Bcz he really the man.
he singed all his feeling on the song just like this song
我真的受伤了

LEONG YIN MEE read this

2010-05-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

To Leong Yin Mee

This msg and Blog is writing to my Bestfriend Or maybe Best Pal last time.

I'm sorry for last time. if u hate me or anything .
why u wanna bring down other one in ?
it just the matter of me n u.

i dont think other ppl have any problem with us right?

I ADMIT . i am wrong for being so bad last time.
should u telling other friend and making Mc friend getting lesser?

Do you know she Love's Band Member ?
Your friend was invite her for the Band concert training .
she wanna go . But she not dare to go. just because of me n u.
i really felt very sad for he. bcz of me. she have to hold her heart n dont go for a Band which is called a family for her.
Last month got one movie called Hooperz . She so excited n asked me go watch it see either the Band still inside of not when form 5 time u all gt take the video also. when from that time i really cn feel she really wanna back n play. Haizz

Do you think she really bad last time ?
Do you remember u asked her to help u take back the pendrive ?
bt i tell the true i dint give it to her n she asked many time.
then one day u write a blog about her. n ur kimb or what name la.
she say that * She sure help his bf la. if nt help u for what ? * do you remember ?
Do you know that time she cry for you?
Do you really think she that bad ? how long you know her ? 5 year ? 7 year ?
You still dunno her personality ?
do you really think her heart so bad ?

i have been with her 8Month now. i really felt that she is way to good.
even what thing happen she just keep silent in heart, what also dont wanna tell out.
and now. her friend is getting lesser lesser from tp band.
normally last time she have more fun with u guys.
bt now .

her heart is cry-ing n no one know except me.
i feel very wrong very wrong. just bcz of me she lost his friend.
today u came midvalley with wei wei. she saw u two.
she sms wei wei. she dint reply. n u called her she dint ans bcz she with his mom at cinema.
even till late night no ans from her fren wei wei.

she just can felt being left alone.
she felt that annie have change .. annie like nt the usual she know which that will smile with her just like the way there are when on the past time .

i think u know she dont talk much at school or even at band. if she was not interested in band she wont go for the band practice last time. it bcz of she love's u all!!

she dont have anymore fren from school which she could contact le.

can u try imagine u was her.
what will u feel being abandon?

what is ur feeling couldn't going for the band to meet school friend having a lame joke around?

Lastly i ask u one more question .

If we where never happen . will u treat her this way like now ?
is it a friend for 7 year so easy letting it go ?

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No offense .

Sorry for being so immature last time.
I just miss the way we are last time.
Dont u think was funny last time us ?
being so lame. being so cold.being so crazy.
i dont know are u still remember .
But i know that time can make a person missing last time
and making past thing easier to release.

Maybe u'r thinking * this fking shit guy is acting
i know the way he are.
he just an freaking retarded person. do you think ii going belive you?
bt i dont know do u still belive the way u belive i being ur bestfriend last time or not *

I really wish u can read this.

Wasted

2010-05-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

I already wasted 1 and half year of my life !!

Sorry being so immature.

haiz.. wanna get back to study.

Really wish to study Mass CommPublic Relationshop

Thx for my Stupid freaking ugly result.
And for my Fck-up thing happen when spm time.

I am so so regret.
why i could being so immature?

Why i dint retake spm last year?
Why i so fcking blind and think . It should be enough for me to spend Rm 3K+ for this work

and now i realise. Rm3k+ Doesnt really help me alot in the future.

Haizzz

my bro told me . june cn go applied college.

bt i see those website all is on may!! it on may!!

haiz i think he dont wanna i study bcz he wanna ask dad for some amount to his business.
i dont give a damn now. i going take temporarryn cost now

i going learn cooking. then i going learn repairing comp .phone .
then i learn Mass comm.

actually i wanna learn Event Managent. Bt someone is learning so i dnt. i scare later Wu hui.

repairing comp n fon going be my side business.
my main is going be mass comm.

dear god.

i putting all my bet on this Gamble. Pls bless me.

i dont wanna waste an other year already.

i wish u agree with my decision MC

GOOD LucK

2010-05-10T00:54:00.000-07:00

I Think sometime . Time really make u forget the anger or the mistake of ur past. i feel relieve when Knowing everything about The person is When-ing Well.

Today i just msg The person and wish the person

GOOD LUCK

All in 1 Minute

2010-05-09T08:57:00.001-07:00

I look at the clock,
it says 1:41,
i know thinking of you,
ill never be done,

you run through my mind,
and occupy all my time,
wondering why you're gone,
and why you're not mine,

i think of you constantly,
for some reason i cant stop,
knowing that for always,
you'll forever have my heart,

my days go by so slow,
cause you run through my head,
i said I'd love you forever,
isn't that enough said,

you also haunt my dreams,
if you know what i mean,
i wake up often,
with sweats and screams,

why do i sleep by myself,
I'm alone in my bed,
i know I'll be thinking of you,
till the day i am dead,

now still all these thoughts,
just run through my brain,
cant stop thinking of Her,
i think i'm going insane,

i feel i wanna kill myself,
people say thats not what to do,
but i turn and look at the clock,
and it says it's only 1:42....

For someone should read this

2010-05-09T08:53:00.000-07:00

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

Lucky - Jason Mraz Ft COlbie Cailiat

L for Love L for Lies

2010-05-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

"And now the party's over,
And every bodys gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong
And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hung over you?"

Learn to let go. Let yourself fall. Don't hold back and live in the past. Don't be scared to let go of that piece of string because at the end of your fall, someone is willing and waiting to catch you.

Why can't I let go of that little piece of string that I've hold on to for too long, even though I'm only feeling pain and misery. Coz' maybe, just maybe im still hoping, wishing, dreaming that there's still a chance of YOU and ME.

Here lies a most beautiful lady,
Light of step and heart was she:
I think she was the most beautiful lady
That ever was in the West Country.
But beauty vanishes; beauty passes;
However rare, rare it be;
And when I crumble who shall remember
This lady of the West Country?

Haiz

2010-05-08T19:25:00.000-07:00

Haizz... this is not everything i wished for. before one day

We was so happy.

After one day .

I can feel ur love is gone.

I feel i am so useless . i couldnt do anything

i am useless.

i really Miss you

Really.

I dont close my eye.

Dont wanna fall sleep again.

Dear God.

Pls give me a Path for me

I really dont have any idea need to do what now.

My eye drop

2010-04-24T19:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday once again my eye tear drop

Yesterday i open up her fb account for playing hotel city
and accidently a guy pm her and called her as dear

My heart really in painfull.

this feeling is not those feeling i wanted so long
and i dint ask for this feeling.

你真的已经伤害了我

I dint expect other guy is calling u as DEAR.

and now i know the true.

and i really

你真的已经伤害了我

爱你，直到非常疲惫
我不与其他人分享万你

Love ABCDEFG

2010-03-21T09:32:00.000-07:00

Today i when to google.

and googling for nonsense thing like.

Do guy have period?

ok kind of lame.

bt the main thing i get is about something is really sweet =)

It about abc. =)

ABCDEFG

stand for

a boy can do everything for girls

but if u read from behind

GFEDCBA

it going to be

Girls Forget Everything Done & Catches new Boy Again*

T.T

60 thing u should know about guy

2010-03-20T02:54:00.000-07:00

1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!(oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE)
2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.1
0. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14... Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.
52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.
53. We love it when girls talk about there boobs.
54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ......
55. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...
56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
57. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..
58. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...
59. Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

60. When a guy sacerfices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

LOVE

2010-03-19T19:13:00.000-07:00

Love is ?

Not. True feelings do not need to catch.

Tacit understanding between two people,

in the slowly shortening the distance between two hearts,

in the unconscious gradually close to each other.

From friend to lover,

the real feelings not be long before the.

You like him from the moment,

perhaps he was also the moment in love with you.

With the rhythm of love can often play the most harmonious of the most classical music.

True love what they want?

Need two people together is relaxed and happy,

and no pressure. Love a person who...

From : SF Wong =)

One

2010-03-15T20:08:00.000-07:00

THE ONE

I have one

You have one

Your mother uses your father's one

And your auntie uses your uncle's one

A married lady would acquire one

But a divorced lady would lose her one

Arnold Schwarzenneger has a longer one

Michael J. Fox has a shorter one

Madonna doesn't have one

The Chinese usually have short ones

While the Indian usually have long ones

Do you have one?

How long is your one?

Which one is your preferred one?

what you are thinking of?
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Answer : its your Surname, what else? !!!!!

but I like the way you think .........

GOOD DAY!!!

Turning 19 soon

2010-03-08T08:23:00.000-08:00

Being alone all day, at home (and somewhat at loss with what to do and how to do it) is definitely a hazard for my mental health. I get bored, depressed, pessimistic and bitter. I unvoluntarily isolate myself from the world and the solution certainly isn't to only interact with people . On the contrary. So I'm stepping up and shout from the top of my lungs: Time out! Gimme me a break from myself. I need real life. What better occasion for that than to attend a good, fat, juicy, gossipy, Champagne-flooded,I know I spent much energy and a good deal of the past few weeks bitching away,OK, I am not always fair (but this is a common truth, isn't it?). I decided to stop maybe expecting too much from people, take them for what they are and not for what I'd like them to be and give my powerful ability of generalization a break. I smiled a lot, I talked a lot, I met new interesting people, did some serious catch-up with loved ones, "reconnected" with others I knew. I dranked, I danced, I laughed.

Yes, of course, there were some specimen of people I actively despise, no matter what, but I decided not to let them spoil my fun. And boy, did I have fun last night. Simple, sincere, fun. I craved for it. I urgently had to be reminded that I don't always need to be so intense. As BF (who, by the way, was the efficient mastermind behind that Party of the Year) often urges me, why not try a little bit of frivolity? A little recreationnal dose, once in a while, doesn't hurt. And it gives me a nice boost to go ahead.

Turning 19th in a few months means, among many things, that I begin to know who I really am. At this grand age, I am starting to be at peace with myself (though, naturally, I strive to get better,Who is Kreavitz Wong See Fei? A nice person. Good company. Curious, enthusiastic, reliable, faithful, generous. Insecure, doubtful, restless, hysterical. Very hysterical. Too hysterical when bored. Keep him busy. Please.

I am sometimes/often very much like one of these little dogs that old women like a lot. I bark loud - but I don't bite. This combined with my being an endless source of perpetual contradictions, the living proof that men can suffer the equivalent of PMS(If u have no idea about it then click this http://usdoctor.com/pms.htm ). This is me. Love me or leave me. But honestly, I'd rather you love me. It takes a while to adjust, but it's worth it. It is.

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2010-03-01T22:59:00.001-08:00

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2010-03-01T07:58:00.000-08:00

Manage my Life

2010-02-28T07:33:00.000-08:00

Isn't it funny how our thoughts can become our reality? I'm having a bad day. Today is such a great day. People are really getting on my nerves. I am too blessed to be stressed. Everything is going to work out fine. Nothing ever seems to go my way. Ever try to keep your mind stayed on the positive outcome you want inspite of things seeming to go wrong? It may seem almost impossible. You can see the light at the end of the tunnel but it seems like the end will never come. But in the end what you want really is worth fighting for. Just live your life.

Are you ThankFul>?

I am taking the time to do it now. This year has been full of many blessings but I have had a hard time remembering to be thankful. God has blessed me with so much and I have lost sight of that because I want more and others have put me down for what I do have. I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, food to eat, an income, and I have my health. I also have people who genuinely love me. I used to wake up every morning thanking God for allowing me to wake up every morning allowing me to live another day full of his love and his blessings and before I lay down I night I would thank him for keeping me and my loved ones and everyone else and for waking me up tomorrow. I used to thank God for the food I am about to eat, I used to thank God for having a roof over my head, clothes on my back, food to eat, an income, my health and those that I love. But I have to admit I have had some bitterness spring up in me. I have been put down for the blessings that God has given me that I am trully thankful for and instead of remaining thankful I became defensive and full of excuses. To people who criticized me I would say well I might not have this but at least I have that, I might not be this but at least I'm not that. Instead of remembering that God grants me all of my blessings, he provides my every need, he will never leave or forsake me and for that I am forever thankful to HIM.

Being imperfect in an imperfect world

Growing up as a child I always felt like no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I put my heart and soul into something, I wasn't good enough. Instead of encouragement I was given discouragement. It seemed like everytime I tried to accomplish a goal or be a part of something greater than myself I was met with opposition by those who meant the most to me. Strangely I was never told I didn't have what it takes, I was just told you can't do this you can't do that, don't do that you should do this. I didn't even question the source I just believed it. I started living my life in search of approval because I thought I needed it. I pushed myself to be the best I can be at everything I do only to be put down. I tried to make everything I do be perfect so that there was no room for doubt. I just wanted my loved ones to believe in me and my ablilities and share in my success only to feel my world was shattered when I made a mistake because that was when they pointed out how I am not perfect the most. I felt like I had been held to standards that the people criticizing me never tryed to meet themselves which caused me to realize they are not perfect either. Sometimes I used to think maybe that is the thorn in my side to keep me grounded. Is approval by the people you love a form of love? Sometimes I still feel like I need it. It's not easy being imperfect in an imperfect world.

My Myth

2010-02-26T09:28:00.000-08:00

My Myth

Dreams My Dream Girl faces
You are my gentle waiting
Even if the tears flooded heaven and earth
I will not let go, every moment alone to bear
Just because I have promised
My Dream with moving between you and me
Love is necessary to wake up
Only love is forever eternal vicissitudes and the myth of
Rise and fall of true love never regret Meet
Several rounds of pain, struggle, if the number of night pinch bar
Hold your hands so that I can no longer be separated points
Frozen snow pillow love
Relative to the cradle in order to truly melt
Wind stove fire
Immortal is also endlessly
Waiting for spring to spring bloom again
Mercilessly laugh at me crazy years
Heart, such as iron and steel for the World barren
Miss Yong go hand in hand
Joys and sorrows that only love is always negative on the myth of
No one forget the old, the ancient oath
Your tears turned into butterflies filled the air of the
Love is the wind under the wing of two go hand in hand mind at ease fly
You are the only beautiful myth in my mind

How to get that special person to say.....I DO......

2010-02-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

Here it is, the theory. Suddenly he stood up, very pale, and with a strange light in his eyes.

Blood, blood, blood, was rushing through his entire body. Evening's coming on, and we
ought to get a move on.

it always wins,the darkness.
it takes me over,
and swallows me whole.
it eats me alive.
and there i am,trapped,
in the dingy darkness of hell.
its me ...

Love is a drug that can easily be addicted

It fell so good when all is working

leave you wanting more....

it feels bad when its not working

making you sad...

How to get that special person to say.....I DO......

haizz what a bad day

2010-02-24T09:10:00.000-08:00

Just reach home.
online
facebook
"Your account have been disable" !!
WTF!!!
HAIZZ DUNNO WHICH CIBAI KIA

very emo already

all my game high lvl gone,

really no mood

night

The chritmas i Missed~

2010-02-23T08:50:00.000-08:00

They're everywhere.

Especially after Christmas.

So many little and odd-shaped things,

tempting us to create

a junk drawer.

Or a shelf. Or a cabinet. Or a closet.

Which can take one

an eternity

to come out of, unscathed.

And those fragile items

never quite fit in, anyway.

They roll around,

ready to tumble and fall,

or be crushed

before we ever get to use them, at all.

But we can whip out

a beautiful, empty vase.

That basket of fabric swatches,

hiding in the closet.

And wrap them around the odd,

the fragile and the delicate things.

Tucking them inside.

Hiding them.

So gently.

I'm Imperfect

2010-02-23T08:49:00.000-08:00

I'm imperfect.

But I'm learning daily,

because you make this

a soft place to fall.

And smile.

I can't thank you

enough.

On chinese new year

2010-02-23T08:46:00.000-08:00

On chinese new .

i forgotten which date that i have gone to TIAN HOU GONG to pray.

i go shake the stick and get my HIDDEN LETTER FROM GOD

I very up set about what it write .

i wont scrabble out about what it wroten inside bt i will give a clue.
The clue is a Resolve for the Thing it wroten inside by my own resolve

"Have patience
with everything unresolved
in your heart
and try to love the questions themselves,
as if they were locked rooms, or books
written in a very foreign language.

Don't search for the answers,
which could not be given to you now,
because you would not be able to live them.

And the point
is to live everything.

Live the questions now.

Perhaps then,
someday far in the future,
you will gradually,
without even noticing it,
live your way into the answer."

Winter Colour~

2010-02-23T08:42:00.000-08:00

Guy and Girl~
Do u know what is the winter colour?

It been quite strange that i being surfing net whole day
just for save those winter and nice view of a nature

and in my mind came out a word

Bright. Bold.

Warm. Cold.

And the color of love.

Yes,

there are spikes.

Protecting.

Be brave and cautious.

Oh, so adventurous.

Take a chance and go after

the delight

that you want

forever.

And treasure.

Treasure.

For the Valentine i Missed~! -)

2010-02-23T08:40:00.001-08:00

Glances. Smiles.

Gently.
Brushing by.

Touching.

Lips.

Nourishing words.

Spoken. Written.

Kept.

Palms wide open.
Pressing together.

Slowly breathing.

Chest to breast.

Looking. Seeing.

Knowing. Feeling.

Inside.

A heart.

Full and wanting.

Each.

And every.

Day.

Just
Stay
With
Me
Every
Moment =)

2nd blog today~!

2010-02-23T08:37:00.000-08:00

Turn Yourself On.
If you want to lead a wildly successful, passionate life ... do things that turn up the juice in your life.

Delve Into Desire.
Make a desire list and keep it handy... like a herd of wild horses ready to gallop into the next, exciting stage of your life.

Share Your Desires.
Tell the people who care about you what you want more of in your life ... with enthusiasm and excitement. And keep doing it. The more energy you give to your desires, the quicker they start to materialize.

Keep Good Company.
Put yourself in the company of other brave and adventurous people who are unwilling to settle for anything less than a passion-filled life.

When things feel overwhelming, stressful, or stuck, ask yourself a new question: "What pleasurable thing could I do right this minute to turn myself on, so I can turn this situation around?" Then do it...

HAPPY 2010

2010-02-23T08:22:00.000-08:00

Oh. My. Goodness. Three months to the day since my last blog entry. Shame on me!

Let start a warming up~!!

Smiling, with eye contact ...
Gazing into each other’s eyes for several moments ...
Wordless sounds of contentment and pleasure ...
Synchronized breathing ...
Giving unsolicited approval, via smiles or compliments ...
Listening intently, and restating what you hear ...
Skin-to-skin contact ...
Kissing with lips and tongues ...
Holding or spooning ...
in stillness for at least twenty minutes to a half-hour ...
Providing ...
without being asked ...
Forgiving or overlooking an error or thoughtless remark, whether past or present.

When you offer an unobstructed view of your soul, you invite others to do the same.
Take a chance on being vulnerable with another person today.
I will let whole world know that.
it ur lost when u letting something go without thinking.

I will let whole world know that.
it ur lost when u letting something go without thinking.

We have to being like that for how long?

2010-01-05T16:59:00.000-08:00

haizzzz

SAD SAD SAD SAD

Why u cannot chill up? T.T

i am working anyway i sure got sometime is quite bz.
why couldnt u und me ?
why couldnt u wait for me awhile? T.T

i having some prob with my company now.
i was quite upsad everytime.
but i never bring out all that thing for u.
bcz i know how to divide
working and you.
it doesnt matter what it is.
i wont use u as a thing to scold u bcz of my work.

sorry dear cnt alway company u =(

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Look like this year i am 19th year old~ But nth change =(

Boring to the top~!!
Now day HJ so fuckup. ajak him keluar pun reason banyk
Kc pulak. no money.
Brian Pulak. Lazy pIG.
Lucky Tim is very good enough still asking me when when going yam cha.
tan. Hati sudah tukar. pergi amoi amoi sunway ppunya.
Douglas. still good just dont talk jesus with me since i dont give a damn(opss)

even how to see.
my hsu area fren is the best~!!

KJ.moon.bernnard.YH.CK.LF. every week pun mesti tengok kau orang xD hahahahahha

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iiii view of some one Blog~
dont post ur sad song there is making me sad too =)
anyway time will make human humor brain getting weaker.
and my brain getting weaker~

but absolutely i will sure i never regret) but u?
no idea.

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Wanna switch job =(

But if switch job sure go other place nt MV le~
T.T

my boss con our comm =__=

haizzz

work so hard just for a penny?

great great

anyway chaoz

Today~ wht~

2009-12-09T09:54:00.000-08:00

Today such a sad day~
whole day she was busy even after exam~
haiz~ i sudah kerja lagi free den her~wth~

she from morning till night wat also din say and even when sms me when nite time like nth happen
so sad~ from morning wait her till night~ haizz

heart ache~

Wanna Love someone is very hard~
but getting hurt from someone very easy~

just like one word~

The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread~

i hunger of u dear =(

just like what they say

Love is a game that two can play and both win.

But i alway never win. is nt never just i surrender =)

dear can dont make a war happen?

do you know or not me just like this phrase

Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit

dear how long it will take to complete our puzzle?

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today hear a sad thing~

and young person being hit my LIGHTNING~

it just 18 year old~ haiizzz

i felt the life sometime is short~
den see few day ago paper~

at pahang or kuantan de~
the person park at roof supermarket~
when he wanna reverse time~
he forget put reverse mode and just straight away bang the wall~ and break the wall and straight away and enter the super market and hit the lift which dat got 2 young girl inside~
just bcz of this car alredi lost 2 life~

why is it life so short?

it just like a poem i read when form 1

Life Breaf Candle ~ if i din spell wrong ly

anyway is such a sad day today~

Night everyone~

and to someone~ dun too trust malay ppl~ u can see which kind u should trust~
the kind u know~ is those are take u as a bullet proof ~

life is something which dat u choose~ it decide which way u choose bt dun choose the wrong one~

06 Dec 2009

2009-12-06T06:42:00.001-08:00

Today it her bday =)

But i couldn't celebrate with her =(

But actually is she cannot come out xD

But she told me something yesterday :D

and i felt so great-ful =)

M y feeling today when wake up is

i wake up with =) then going xD after that :D then @.@
next ^^

but i can say i wont be =(

i will be a better person =)
love you
and happy birthday dear

Early of the morning

2009-12-02T16:38:00.000-08:00

WTF!!!
I wake up 7am in the morning for driving lesson
and the god damn rain! it raining!
cibaiiiiii!~!!!~~~

if i know then better yesterday late abit sleep la!
wtf!
f f f f f f f f f f f f f f f

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~~

(Cool-ed down)

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yesterday is getting better =)

She back to her own self =)
We back to our self too =)

Look like being a better me is going make us being a better us =)

yesterday watch-ed a movie say unsolve mysteries!(True story )

i abit sad when see dat movie~

it about a girl (in new paper n police investment) she was bang by car when she go down from car and wanna vomit .

but when the family reach there~ the girl is nt wearing a single cloth~ and the face is lebam d~ the hand also same~ den the back bone was come out d~ it so obvious that is beaten by his bf which dat alredi have a family( actually the girl first first dunno when with dat guy only noe the guy gt family edi)

then the parent guy ask the bf what happen?
he say she wanna vomit then he stop den she go behind his car and vomit den a car bang!~
den later say she go to middle line and get bang by two car!! wtf!!
somemore say she was bang by the car and the shirt tear!!
OMG i dun think a car bang a human even with a ferrari speed also wont tear off her cloth pant n even inner shirt right?
WTF!
and police say it a car accident!
RASUAH LA SO OBVIOUSLY!!

haiz@@#!!!

what to do!

IF U GOT MONEY U GOT EVERYTHING
BUT
IF U DUNHAVE MONEY U NON OF EVERYTHING
JUST LIKE THIS WORD

胜者为王，败者为后。。。。

wish this guy cnt rest in peace!
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Ok today my driving lesson was f-up

going work soon =)
my working place is getting more better just like last time =)

any way

tata

TODAY =__=

2009-12-01T07:10:00.000-08:00

nothing much to write

just today she think so much =(

Dear i dint angry kay =)

Good night sweet dream =)

Today~

2009-11-30T08:29:00.000-08:00

HI everyone
just came back from WILLIAM (some place which dat near kelana jaya)
the food was AWESOME but the price also quite pain~
but it worthy to pay la~ bcz even me also eat till wan vomit le xD
pai sehhh..

Today was a quite sad day~

it been few day dat she was quite busy =(
nvm i und xD
bcz her exam was near. and her some relative having wedding
den she painting hsu =)

but it ok~ xD i not so small gas

just i told u dat i will being a better person for u =)

just as i say~ i will try my best being a perfect guy for u dear =)
u doesnt have to be a better one bt just let me be =)

anyway have a sad news when having my big plate.
hearing evanz ans the fon~ and talk talk talk~
after close the fon and he say Mr chang alredi Fired Ah Hong~
i was quite sad about it~ it alredi 12month working with him~
HAIZZ!!!
it to snake the Mr Chang already say settle but in the end telling this shit!
i am damn worry about my self~ today the Fucker Ken din come work~
den Ah hong was fired!
i think the backstabber already plan it la!
wanna naik pangkat den backstab ppl~
this call?
USELESS!! i wish the USELESS can see this word!

u think very proud dat Mr chang called u be a spy?
but do u know dat ur name is being a dirt ?

out side ppl Know all this shit thing weii~
ur just a robot for him u know?

u think i dunno u take company money?
u think i dunno u sale thing and din open invoice?
u think i dunno u take the hardisk?
come on~

u tot i dint see u when i facing my back to u?
u know wat call reflect?

use ur fucking brain la!

if no one support u ~ how u going climb?
if no one give u a hand and pull u up~ how u going to climb?

just think this la ASS HOLE!!

i dont that much money~
i just wan a amount enough for me to spend!

even the chang call me be a spy i also never agree~
and ur this low grade ppl only will agree~

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Ok stop here about the ass hole~

i felt wanna take a LONG HOLIDAY!!

I love u SEA!

i wan go beach!!

bt sad no one wanna go =___=

I DONT CARE @!!

anyway on christmas time i MUST HAVE A CAR!!

ok anyway good night everyone n dear =)

Good Night =)

I am back~

2009-11-29T07:11:00.001-08:00

Going re-active back my this fat mou BLOG~

Kind long since last time i blog~
because why i din blog?
very easy~

Blogging is sound so gay for guy =__=

anyway it kind of sad thing happen this few month =(

but going SCRABBLE BACK MY HEART ON HERE

Now i official say

2009-11-18T10:59:00.000-08:00

Now i Officially say I LOVE YOU

i DONT wan you worry anymore dear

pls dun bring up all of my old stuff

say dat my dat ex my this ex

i cn say i totally nt interested on anyone of them since we break

and i totally WONT<< like the ac girl!!

she just such a bitch for me~!! seriously!!

Now i telling the whole story about me and the ac girl which dat u everytime say dat she dam HOT

i and her actually is mou kam cheng!!

just the ym last time called me~

just give a try la~ since now dunhap myb later?

she told me ai ching ke yi pau yang.

that the reason why i be with her!

and she was such a bitch after i broke with her~

she making up some kind of story to sarah!

she tot i wanna chase sarah~

But too bad i not interested at her at ALL~!

the ac girl is such a LOSER! ook?

and about ym!

it a old story about me and her kay?

pls dun bring up thing like dat again~

Now is my story and u dear~

if u still saying i still like ym~

den i can say u absolutely wrong~

if i stil like her i wont be with u dear~

she is someone who really bring me down to impel~

haizz~ i can say b4 u she was one of the fren i most trusted~ all my secret i will told her~

but unfortune-ly

she to listen to her fren~ u noe wat? some of a loser told her fren n making up some freak story about me~ and her fren told ym~ n she belive~ haiz

to dissapointed~

i spend almost all of my heart~ but it end up with those story

i cnt blame her bcz i jux noe her when i am 15~

bt her fren she noe alredi since 13~

this the story~

i can tell u dat~ i wont fall for the any girl for 2nd time~

i told u b4 when it end mean it end~

pls dun compare she and u kay?

she is she . you and you~

if she really dat good den i wont give up on her~

but you?

did i give up on u? NO!!

i everytime i really appreaciate what i have now~

i spend my time~

my everyting on u~

i just wanna u noe dat I REALLY LOVE YOU

Can u stop worry dat i will going for other girl?

i not dat kind of guy!

dat day u say when i see my ex gf profile i look so happy?

c'mon i wont be happy even i think of dat bitch weiii!!

do you remember the song?

LOVE STORY (Romeo Part) ?

that is my love story to you~

that our song~

that my and your story~

what u need now is~ wait for me~

Too marry you!!

i serious about it~ and i dont wish u break my heart

the piece of my heart is very lil alredi~

i wish u appreaciate it~

SO NOW I SAY~ I OFFICIALLY SAY

I LOVE YOU MICHELLE CHOW WEI KENG!!

And dear~ in this world no stupid ppl~

just got lazy ppl~

u dont need to remember all dat stuff~!

u just need to understand about dat ting~

u just need a lil hardworking den everyting will be alright dear~

good luck =)

Starting Understand a Women Heart~

2009-08-06T04:22:00.000-07:00

If i nt mistaken that
all guy never try to understand wat they feel
what really on they mind
never tried to enter to they world
never ever understand what they wanted at all

someone scolded me few day ago~

it make me realise that..

why i never try know-ing what she wan?
why i never understand what she need?
why i never given a chance for her to create a path?

It really make me shock~

She told me that~
it very easy to und a girl heart~
just u never really try to und it~

u never know what they wan by the expression on they face~
but you will know what they wan when she was looking on someting on a long time~

Guy was = Never give a chance for the girl~ Never ever felt sorry when someting happen Never ever understand a girl And Never agree on what opinion when his babe given

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But sorry Mrs Jia hui =(

i have trying too und..
bt she never given me a chance to und her at all

My expression when the end was come was just like this

T.T

but it okay =)

i am a strong person fight for everything..

just i told eu~~before~~

i will conquer everything =)

but i can say~~

in the thousand of word you say~

i just will admit this myb is true~

which dat u told me~

when a girl say NO..
then it NO and will never YES~

girl is when they choose 1 mean 1.. never become 2~

i end my scrabble out my heart with my this mood now =)

THE END

My girl friend is a cyborg =)

2009-07-26T20:31:00.000-07:00

Sometimes the greatest love stories aren't the ones that end happily ever after, but the realization that it's all a matter of the quality moments spent between the lovers. You can call me a sentimental sap, but Cyborg She does meet every single one of my expectation of what makes a palatable romantic movie, never mind sometimes dwelling on the clichéd moments, especially when the leads share great chemistry, and this being a science-fiction piece to boot too! Jiro Kitamura (Keisuke Koide) is a loner who celebrates his birthday with nobody except himself, going to the mall and picking out his own gift, before ending up at the same old restaurant for a plate of spaghetti. It's a routine year after year, but in 2007, he chanced upon a girl (Haruka Ayase) whom he witnessed to have shoplifted from the departmental store, and from then they spend the most amazing evening together.

Fast forward to a year later, Jiro meets the girl again, but this time discovers she's a cyborg sent from the future. I guess to most guys, this seemed like a dream come true when a girl, no matter if she's a fully functional cyborg, happened to just drop into your lap again. It's R2D2 with boobs, sent to him in Terminator fashion (Sorry, with clothes on too), which means of course that she has a higher calling and purpose to be with him, for reasons best I not reveal here, but for you to find out for yourself.

eing an advance being, in between getting to learn how to be a human, protecting Jiro from harm and being romanced, she's also like a superhero, and Cyborg She never looked a minute out of place if positioned side by side with this year's Hollywood superhero blockbusters. Boasting excellent special effects, I thought this movie gave another Japanese Film

It has plenty of charming moments within that makes it a perfect date movie, and the great chemistry between the leads is what made this work. Keisuke Koide looked like the helpless puppy that he is, flitting from moment to moment trying to figure out what his cyborg's true calling is, while succumbing unsuccessfully to temptation of trying to get fresh with her. Haruka Ayase on the other hand had her work cut out for her in being an emotionless robot programmed to smile, and had moments which mirrored Uma Thurman from My Super Ex-Girlfriend. Together they share some light hearted moments in a fine balance with the dramatic ones. And as we all know, we usually appreciate things a lot more the minute we lost them, and for a romantic movie, this usually is the case to reinforce certain emotions the characters have for each other.

Running slightly more than 2 hours, it never for a minute felt longer than its welcome on screen, though I had to admit that amongst its multiple endings, I thought that it could have ended at any point, and still would have made it a bittersweet movie to have experienced. I've no qualms about the ending it decided upon too, but meanwhile for those whose hearts would feel heavy at the slightest touch of sentimentalism, you'd better pack your tissues with you.\\\

I'll admit it, this is a movie which I enjoyed thoroughly, even though as you know with any movie dealing with time travel, that'll be that bit of a paradox involved, and here it came in large doses. I'll advise you to accept the timeline presented for what it is, because that's the only way, linearly, in order to enjoy any movie that has this element. Highly recommended stuff since it's been some time I saw a romantic movie (and a science fiction one!) that just worked

The end =)

Must watch it~~!

The Resign Letter make you wont stay

2009-07-26T20:04:00.000-07:00

Dear Boss,

You know why i want to resign?
Since i worked for you. i have no time to blog anymore.When i don't have
time to blog anymore, my readers hate me . When my readers hate me , they
don't visit my blog anymore, my hits drop.
When my hits Drop, i become unhappy.When i become unhappy , i will
eat a lot. When i eat alot , i will get fat. When i get fat, it will affected your
company's name. When your company's image affected, your business no
good. When your business no good, you become unhappy. when you become
unhappy. you eat a lot, like me. When you eat a lot, i'm afraid you will become
fat, like me

You see, Boss it's vicious cycle. i did everything for your own good.
because i care for you, BOSS

So the conclusion is. i want to resign.Please let me go la .

Your cheesily,

(Kreavitz wong)

Yesterday Night Found Out A Cun cun

2009-07-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

Yesterday when too my Cous Hsu too over nite~~

It also can say my Yee Yee Hsu~~

Getting Crazy when she open up a Movie name

My GirlFriend Is A Cyborg

It was so Touching T.T

OMG this movie was tooo sweet

and

sasd

T.T

it almost make me fall for it T.T

.

I think u all should watch it too xD

Fall For You

2009-07-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

It alway make me..

Remember this picture..
do you understand this kind of picture?
and wat is his beauty of it?

It Coming Back too me

2009-07-12T19:45:00.001-07:00

It coming Back too me

Why when i was almost giving up that time..

the Feel is back too me?
Why when my end is coming..
There was a repeat for my new?

I dream of you yesterday..ym
I could saw Your smile..
The sweetest Smile for me...
When i saw on it..
It already Melt My heart For the moment..
On that time.. You was Totally back too the last time you..
You talk too me..
Express your feeling about your life..
Express your fire on me..
Talk back too me..
Argue with me coz small thingy

Then on the time..
You was hold my hand back..
On the time..
I could feel the Touch of your hand..
But i was feel your hand was so cold..
I was so worry..
I Go brought a Neck Chief for you..
And cover your hand and mine..

For the moment it was so sweet..
I could't forget The moment of it..

Then i was dunno why.. i was Holding your hand
And attend my class..
I Entered my class..
I could see all my BUDDY inside..
But by the time i was still holding your hand and have a sit..

I was so afraid loss of you..
But the time was so short..
I wanna Confuss too you..
That time.. but The time was out..
I was awake From sleep..

I wish it will dream Come True..

YM

Too some one.

2009-07-05T19:49:00.000-07:00

Do you still remember The time We being a Prince and Princess on prom NIte?
We dance..
We jump..
We shout..
It called freedom

In the morning we Being Normal Person
In the Night We being Crazy person
Do u remember the picture?
The love story of Up Down World
Do u remember the song?
Taylor Swift - Love Story

I Wish our love could stay through the Reasons
Every Minute it's Perfect
I wish Our Hope will never die
I wish We'll travel too the end of the world
I wish our Hope* Is deep in our heart
I wish it'll last till our last Breath

But in the end

I've Lost you
I've lost my heart
When you will know my heart is always with you|?

I can't bear!!
To see you gone away
i miss what we've shared
I don't want too be alone
I can't Bear!!
I wanna back my time.
My Hope.
My Dream.
And You.

Too Ms Maxis

2009-06-23T20:22:00.001-07:00

This the Miss Maxis.

My ah Junng is falling in love with her..

nvm dun be afraid.. it normal for gurl reject u.. if me one shot cn kau tim d...

Molest in MidValleyMegaMall

2009-06-23T19:51:00.000-07:00

Goshhh this thing just happening yesterday at 8.35pm

it on midvalley megamall.. right infront of ASUS Shop..

A Abnormal guy Have Been Catch By Sonic Power Guy

the Sonic power guy suddenly run too the Fucking malay guy n catch it..

den we saw.. n tot dat the malay guy steal fon.. yes kau tim la..

the duno wat the fuck the sonic guy say la.. den the fucking malay guy run!!!

muahahahah den all ppl go catch kaw him..

Mr Hong.. pulling his hand too his backbone so it cnt fight back..

Den mr Junng was pump the idiotic malay guy too make him fall down..

bt unfortunely me was nt in the scene bcz i was serving my customer =_=

then the stupid Mr Ken was bcum camera men =_=

den bla bla bla..

at last Mr Daniel Goh go there n say

Mr Daniel Goh : Kalau kau lari!! satu IT World orang kejar kamu n belasah kau macam anjing!!
Mr Molest : Okay Okay. gua xnak lari

den wen i finish serve the customer den i wen there n see.. i tot cn have a free sand bag too punch bt go there n see... =_= story ended n the guy din run..
so i when there n see the girl crying... wat for wn cry?

u the one wanted too wear short skirt..
if u juz wear a pant den it was nth happen right?

then lastly i was comment by the customer say day my service nt gud =_=\\

hey c'on the situition lidat... i know la.. bt i also cnt control wat. my mind was keep on geezling dat punch him/kick him/smack him/step him

working for so long n pressure for so long.. sure wn find tis \rubbish too take out my stress ma..

and show him wat is called man xD mauahahhaha i know u going laugh me xD

and by the way.. dat day was sux.. =_=

no time was giving me too be a hero =_=

this the pic

Me: Boss Boleh Kasih Satu tumbuk ke?
Mr Molest : Jangan Bang Ku dah nak pengsang
Me : Kalau dah nak pengsang xkan kamu masih ada tenaga utk raba amoi?
Mr Molest : Bang Jgn Bang ( The Sound Like Crying)

My Thinking bt i nt abnormall

2009-06-18T03:55:00.000-07:00

Every girl they having they own back look

for everyguy

it alwiz look at a gurl back..

they will try too imagine how the gurl look like..

she hot?

she cute?

she beauty?

or she a pork chop

it alwiz be a interesting part for know the result..

bt mostly is a dissapointed result

This the girl back look.. she pretty?? try guess?

and by the way i nt abnormal xD

Too Mr Evanz Lee Wai Junng

2009-06-18T03:21:00.001-07:00

Today..

I going too Scribble out My Lil Pity SuperVisor

He is having a TERRIBLE TRAUMA about my tis company

He is either wanna open the shot too his own head or some one open the shot for him

pity..

dear supervisor.. dun sad dun sad

i wil take ur place if u cnt take it xD

MUAHAHAHHAHA

DEN U BCum manager okay??

tis my lil trauma supervisor time xD

2009-06-07T07:55:00.001-07:00

http://www.divine-music.info/newtemp/viewall.php

King Of The Match MSSS Jia Hui

2009-06-02T19:06:00.000-07:00

heeeey .

geez , i'm bored .

chatting with Jia hui :) asking few suggestions for something .
Then We Flash Back The Time At College When In Jan Time

i find that it's soooo stupid .
It happening in the earlier of jan of tis year xD

Alln Student : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Jia hui : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Jia hui : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?
All Student : Faham, cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid : (senyap)
Cikgu : Pandai!
Jia hui : Bodoh!
Cikgu : Tinggi!
Jia hui : Rendah!
Cikgu : Jauh!
Jia hui : Dekat!
Cikgu : Keadilan!
Jia hui : UMNO!
Cikgu : Salah!
Jia hui : Betul!
Cikgu : Bodoh!
Jia hui : Pandai!
Cikgu : Bukan!
Jia hui : Ya!
Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!
Jia hui : Oh Hamba!
Cikgu : Dengar ini!
Jia hui : Dengar itu!
Cikgu : Diam!
Jia hui : Bising!
Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Jia hui : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu : Mati aku!

Jia hui : Hidup kami!
Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!
Jia hui : Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!
Jia hui : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Jia hui : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!
Jia hui : Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!
Jia hui : Belum! Belum!
Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Jia hui : Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!

Jia hui : Oh! Mengalah!

Cikgu : Kurang ajar!
Jia hui : Cukup ajar!
Cikgu : Habis aku!
Jia huii : Kekal kami!
Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Jia hui: K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!

Jia hui : Belum, pandai!
Cikgu : Berdiri!
Jia hui : Duduk!
Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!
Jia hui : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!
Jia hui : Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu : Rosak!
Jia hui : Baik!
Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Jia hui : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

xo .

King Of The Match

Woo Jia Hui.. zzzz

I nt A Coward Kay... Juz dunwn Cari Pasal oni =_=

Bladdy Bastard

2009-05-28T19:22:00.002-07:00

Ever heard of "over-patriotism?" Probably not, because I just came up with that rather grammatically incorrect phrase. Nonetheless, it describes a powerful phenomenon seen daily in our "beloved" land of "Everything's possible with a bit of moolah."

Let me elaborate...

Sometimes, well, most of the time:
1. Some foreigner will say "Oh, the toilets in your country are attrociously dirty!"
2. A Singaporean might say "Eh, I got conned in P.S. la! And the guys there are so rude!"
3. A Thai girl will say "You local men are bastards! You think ALL Thai women are whores!"
4. A foreigner will say "EWWW! How on Earth can you put something as foul as a durian in your mouth?! It smells like a used diaper in a clogged drain!"
5. Another local might say "Eh, damn slack la! So many 'Halal' western restaurants! Its so hard to find good pork chops and baby back ribs!"

Typical local response:
For examples 1 and 4:
"BLARDY FUCKING FOREIGNER! IF YOU DON'T LIKE OUR COUNTRY SO MUCH, GO BACK TO WHERE YOU CAME FROM LA! FUCKING COLONIALIST BASTARD! YOU THINK YOU STILL OWN THIS COUNTRY IZZIT?! FUCK YOU!"

For example 2:
"FUCK YOU SINGAPOREAN BASTARD! DRINK TOILET WATER WANNA TALK SO MUCH! IF ITS NOT FOR OUR GENEROSITY GIVING YOU STUFF, YOU WILL BE NOTHING! KIASU FUCKER! GO BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY LA!"

And finally, for example 5:
"PUKIMAK LU LA CHEEBAI! THIS IS OUR COUNTRY! IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY, GO BACK TO YOUR ANCESTORS' COUNTRY! BLARDY FUCKER!"

Now, factoring out all the common denominators in the typical responses, we get:
1. FUCK YOU.
2. GO BACK TO YOUR COUNTRY.

Now, why I say these people are being overly patriotic is, they bloody well KNOW what the 5 people said is damned true! Public toilets are so dirty in this country you barely find vermin in them! Don't believe me? Have you EVER seen a cockroach in one of those toilets?

P.S. is DAMN WELL full of conmen! The moment they see a white man or someone who dresses like a tourist, its a WHOLE different set of prices! I tried this out once. I told my foreigner friend to go ask the price of a particular watch in P.S. I told him just to ask the price, not to bargain and walk off. Later, I went to the SAME STALL and did the same. My price was RM80. The foreigner's price? RM150! If you ask them why they do this, they will say "Foreigner got lot of money mah! They can pay liao!"

However, what is worse, or should I say, the WORST is, when one local slags off another local. What do you mean when you say "Go back to your country!" ? THIS is my country! My parents were born and bred here! MY grandparents helped build this country too! So, WHO IN THE BLUE HELL ARE YOU to tell me I am not good enough to be a local here?!

It is always nice to receive praise from visitors. However, condemnation is also very, very important! Without criticism, how can one improve? Mind you, I speak of CONSTRUCTIVE criticism, the kind where the person criticizing has a justified reason in doing so. If a foreigner says local people are nice and friendly, then he is a "nice guy." But if he follows that praise up with the critique that these same nice people go absolutely arse-ways the moment they get into a vehicle, the foreigner suddenly becomes "a bastard who should 'go back to his own country'!"

A problem is like a wound. If you notice it and clean it and dress it, the wound will heal. If however, you choose to ignore it and say "It will heal by itself," the wound is going to get infected, get septic and finally, poison your whole body......

Fking Retarded

2009-05-28T19:13:00.000-07:00

I'm sure by now, everyone has heard of Friendster. If you haven't, I suggest you donate your PC to some charity and then sign a blood oath to never ever touch a computer again, because its painfully obvious you're a retard...

Now, Friendster started off really nicely. It was a place to get in touch with long lost friends, say a little bit about yourself, make new friends and also, quite possibly, find a mate for some bedroom gymnastics.

But now, Friendster has turned into quite possibly one of the most annoying websites around! Let me tell you why:

Stupid forwarded messages.
To those who keep forwarding messages, understand this;
1. Friendster is NOT closing.
2. Make A Wish will NOT donate 2 cents for every message forwarded about Baba Gadush in Durka-stan who needs a new set of testicles because his were blown off by the US Army.
3. Your gf/ mother/ cat/ toilet/ etc will NOT stop loving you if you don't forward this message.

So please, stop forwarding unnecessary messages on Friendster! People don't think you're nice/ cute/ friendly if you do that. People think you're a lame fucking asshole if you do!

Stupid polls.
Seriously, who gives a flying fuck about:
what you like or dislike
what you did today
who you hugged the last time

or whatever else lame shit about your life?! Seriously... NOBODY CARES! So please, stop posting that crap on the Bulletin board!

Personal details.
A "location" is where you are right now. A "Hometown" if where you're from. So simple to understand but yet, you see retards saying "Location = California, Hometown = England, Philippines, Norway, Singapore, etc"... How the hell could you have been born in multiple place?! For fuck's sakes, USE YOUR BRAINS!

Pictures (A).
Put your own picture in your profile! DO NOT put teddy bears, anime characters, movie stars and so forth! Nothing annoys me more than this! If you're ugly, you're ugly! Don't think by putting Miss World picture as your profile picture, something miraculous is going to happen to you. That mirror is still going to break when you look into it!

Pictures (B).
I don't know why but some people like to pose in extremely annoying ways for their Friendster photos. Examples are:
1. Making a V sign (also known as "Peace") and poking both fingers into their cheek.
2. Puffing out their cheeks and poking a finger into one cheek.
3. Making a "sad puppy" expression.
4. Making a "Please cum on my face" expression.

The whole finger-poking-face thing was made popular by Japanese GT Queens. Now, those women are hot! So, they have a passport of sorts to to whatever the hell they want! But you? No, you don't come close even to their toenails! So please, DO NOT do the GT Queen pose unless you ARE a GT Queen!

If you make the "Please cum on my face" pose in your photos, do not be surprised when people do actually ask you "Do you want me to cum on your face?"

Sending messages for the first time.
If you want to send a message to a person for the first time, try being creative! DO NOT send stupid shit like "Heyya! Can we be fwenzzz?" I and many other people DO NOT want retards who can't speak properly as our friends!

To the guys, do you seriously think sending a message like "Hey babe! I like your tits!" to a hot chick is going to get you some action?! USE YOUR FUCKING BRAINS!

Now, excuse me while I go delete some people from my friend list who that stupid forwarded messages...

Too Sylvie!!

2009-05-24T19:40:00.000-07:00

Time wont await u..

time will flow time by time..

and it mean a person could change it time by time..

we cnt manage too hold them stay at ur side for ever

bt we could oni make them think of u forever..

guy dont appreacite anyting..

bt guy oni remember those scrabble on they heart makeby a person..

guy never satisfield for wat they have..

bt they dun reli know dat.. The Perfection they alredi gt.. bt still Willing leave it wen it time..

a ppl could feel boring wen doing the same ting every day..

it juz same meaning like.. u everydat eating the same food n u will voodoo it after few time..

if u cnt manage too catch n hold his heart..]

den it mean u lose for the Battle..

in the world oni gt 90% the guy are looking for the pretty-ness..
and oni 10% are looking for a caring woman.. and one of the 10% was my dad xD hahahahha

okay back too the topic..

if a person reli care about u.. then they will alwiz looking for u..

nt ignore u..

in tis society..

it was thousand of fish on the seas..

why bcoz of a lil small fish n u willing dunwn the sea?

so try catch a shark or dolphin which dat called rare type xD

my b a mermaid also can xD

and lastly..

ur face so cacat on the pic xD

Haizz..

2009-05-21T05:12:00.000-07:00

Haizz wat for i wn Be so Strong Fighting for the feeling?

nice game?

2009-05-21T03:40:00.000-07:00

It making me miss my pass

The last time me was so cool even anyting happen..bt nw.. i dun tink i could manage too hold back my cool-ness for a ting happen.. in this society there was a thousand of face.. i could nt manage too hold my cool-ness too handle a ting..

now i realise dat.. it nt easy too live in tis society..

shitless person..

bt i will remenber tis day..

i will hap my revenge back..

nice too ply..

nice too see..

nice too suffer i tell u!!!

if u like too ply tis shit game wit me..

den u are piss me off..!!

i will hap my revenge..

nice game rite?

i will make u enjoy for the game

flash back sudden

2009-05-11T12:02:00.000-07:00

i sudden make me flash back my old time... I nw in new way... They hap sang out my sad n love song.. N make me flash back... I start too feel so sad... I reli regret dat y i didnt control my temper dat time... Y..y...y...yy

Bt it too late too hap bac my happiness wen reading msg.. It been a time i nvr reli happyly smile...

I am smart so wat? In the end she feel my smarrtness was a wall for her... I reli haizz...

Cnt und y u nvr gip me a chance... Haizzzz

Recently nth too do den update la

2009-05-07T05:11:00.000-07:00

It seen a age dat didnt post till like a puppy look xD
okay i noe sure many ppl will step me wen saw tis pic xD

lol.. u sux bernard

erhhhhhh wat too post lehhh

This me wit my cacat fon =_= regret buy it

nth to do den juz put a post

out of time wn go pasar mlm.. bb

For Sarah.. view it

2009-04-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

Myb u tot dat i was some freak liar..

or wn use u too break the relationship..

if u reli think dat i was a person like dat den juz keep on n think..

it was no way for me too stop u too think like dat...

cn i ask u?

wat for i wn do dat?

did i get anyting for doing dat?

did it wil make me happy backstad ppl?

den wat for dat i say i holding my promise?

i dunwn say it out..

even i din say it out..it like alredi say it out..

wat i could say dat is..

i noe wat in my mind n my brain..

did she say anyting about it.. i could say yes..

wn noe or nt? den let me tell it out..

u noe why...

she say so easy too make u bark like a dog..

juzz beg u for a while den u sure say okay...

like tuition at andrew choo.. den account..

she y wn call u go bcoz her mom say dat if one of ur fren gt go den i let u go..

n ur bday party.. she say wat u noe ma? u no nid buy stuff for her de..

juz come dun waste money.. if wn waste den waste on me..

n she told me dat (she a...about my ting all also wn noe.. very kacau.. me go where she also wn..)

myb u dun trust me..

den u go trust her ba..

i also cnt stop u from trusting her..

myb u duno wat is the meaning of 2snake head Bt i will say dat.. one day u will realise dat..

shit y could i trust her..

nvm...

juxz tink i as a bad person for the moment.. i reli duno how she could make u trust her.. myb she act like very upset or angry or cry..

bt how also i sure i cnt surpass her act..

bt i will sure dat..

i was no wrong..

n i alredi tired of the shit lie.. act n everytng of her...

i reli cnt tink y i could noe her.. n all dat shit....

i reli cnt think dat i open back my blog n blogging my blog tis time was about the shit of her again...

i end my speech at here by the title

The superior Act oF hER

Goshhh Tired.. Scrabbling my heart now..

2009-03-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

Goshh cacat la.. very tired duno why.. my spirit was like wn ko d.....

very.. feel so tired..

wanted have a own time too rest my mind..

many ting happening now..

duno why.. it keep on coming time by time..

den fren like dat.. den bcum like dat..

reli dun und..

reli wn find a person too have a time chat wit it..

express everyting of mine..

haizz...

it reli stress..

i feel so lifeless...

myb dat time u should nt say the word 'limit'

so it wont end up til like dat..

even i alwiz say it okay.. me nth.. i alredi forgotten her..

bt by the way actually i stil missing her..

i alwiz wanted sms her..

bt i tink dun nid le.. bcoz even i find her.. she also wil ignore me..

haiz.. sorry i juz could keep ur pd.. juz for dat.. u could hate me.. hate me and hate me.. so u could rmb me.. even i doing it.. i stil happy u stil rmb me wen in the future..

even wat happen i also will all the way laugh.. smile.. infront of every1..

sorry haizz....

i saw the pic u taken.. it the shirt i giv u de..

haiz..
i reli dun und u la..

valentine juz buy a cheap 35bux wallet for me?

haiz..
duno la..

cacat xD

let laugh it out..

wawawawawawwaw

wawaawa

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

sad sad......

wei toilet bowl.. fast buy!!

hate joo ann!!

tot wn hang out wit u.. bt u is freaking fu him me..

fine it ok..

it nth for me..

like i reli desperate too out wit u har?!

den hui ying hate u too

gt new fren dump old fren =_=

haizzzzzz......

alot of ting wn scrabble.. bt no time d.. den til here la..

Stupid Hui Ying Cucuk U..

2009-03-14T09:18:00.000-07:00

Cucuk puas puas.. cacat huiying..

stupid..

gt new fren dump old fren cacat..

have fren like tat..

wen nid me.. den find me...

wen dun nid me den dump me..'

cacat.. very cacat...

fuuuuu......... puas abit d...

hahahahha tot wn conteng ur pic.. bt dunwn la... later u angry...

hahahahha

Goshhh many ting happen..

2009-03-14T09:06:00.000-07:00

Gosshhhh hate my live weii...

many unfair ting happen too me..

never a perfect path for me even once..

anyway betray by love..

after tis.. den put some afford den in the end juz falling down too the lowest impel..

wat for i wn so sincere treat and care a girl?

why nt i juz b a heart breaker since i cn..?

haizz...

ym i reli dun und u.. bt which u one day und me..

i hav too b bad.. juz for u rmb dat.. i was once bad too u.. so u could rmb me..

tis the oni ting i could do..

so u could rmb me..

the pendrive i will giv back one day.. bt wen dat day.. u realise it.. bt it late/..

haizz......

hard too und... correct or nt jerry?

girl alway so complicated..

Complicated Girl

Juz Result oni ma.. Nid too lcly?

2009-03-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

Juz an result wn so lcly..

yala yala

9As la...

so wat.. like i care izit..

yala i noe me loousy den u so wat..

u from a rich family wat.. so wat..

i was from a complicated family...

at least 5 As..

if u as on my tis situition... den do u tink u could have dat good result??

wtv..

cacat alexis 5As also xD

bt me cacat a bit fail my econ n moral... 9G..

bt nvm wat...

at least i noe wat i wn to do now..

and..

i wont lcly at person even i was better den some1..

\

juz like at pdapro...

they asked my result how..

i juz lie too them dat say.. i juz gt 2B..

2credit..

because i wnted work wit daniel.. ah jun n ah hong.. kenny too xD

Den angeline.. alexis and every 1 xD hahahhahah

Ah Pin love angeline..

Puiteng selfLOVER..

Ah jun si hamsap..

Ah hong.. juru terbang..

Alexis.. aka DUDE..

Angeline.. Aka Princess..

den

Kenny... si Kotor..

Den ..

Ah pin.. Si ermm abnormal gua xD

did i left any1?

yeahh..

Me..

Kreavit... U comment me la xD

lol STRESS

2009-03-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

goshhh stress like hell... nt enuf sleep.. den haizz.. stress from anywhere...

dun und why my tongue was stuck by the vein..

i reli hate it.. it was making me so much stress and blocking my way too earn the money..

hate it... haiz...

myb tis was my first time reli respect the person till tis lvl..

i will try tis one year put my respect on tis pperson for the ting he told me either was true or nt...

so by the end..

nth special xD hahahahhahahahahha

so,... ermmm

boring la,... some 1 sms wit me la..

bt nvm my fon alredi nvr vibrate so long d...

good.. bt my communication was decreases

Okay tis is the annual dinner time...

2009-03-05T01:04:00.001-08:00

It seen alredi 11day she leave

2009-03-05T00:57:00.000-08:00

It seen alredi 11day she leave..

it seen i also have a bitter of heart..

time by time it flow..

i alredi bit by bit..

forgotten her...

bt the end i stil cn manage too und her...

i could nt und her..

bt nvm it alredi decided..

Cehhh Now i post my chinese new year pic and event

2009-03-05T00:36:00.000-08:00

Guess who tis xD

This my cous

and his n boy boy..

cacat cous!!!

This was b4 chinese new year event.. the Superior edwin belanja v go clubbing thx too him..

let us noe how smal was coco banana

It was me n hui ying... she so cacat...

me look better in tis pic.. right right? xD hahah

This was me and kar yee.. me look 100% very cacat and idiotic oon tis pic..!!

cnt belive it was me

Tis was my stupid chinese new year ting i did at my kampung(kuala Rui if u noe it was at where )

den

ermmm

ermmmm cehhh nth too say le.. juzz... my stupid cous!! stil gt alot of pic nt yet send too me la!!!

geramnya...

It alredi 3day...

2009-02-25T22:29:00.000-08:00

it already 3day dat she din find me...

izit she reli giving up on it?

what should i do.. some1 pls tell me?

i never like her by the look.. finance even anyting of it..

why it will end up like dat?

For Today

2009-02-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

Today she also dint msg ...

haizz sad sadd.... i stil waiting her..

no mood today... sad

Scrabbling out my heart fully

2009-02-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

An sad day for to day...

i will fully scrabbling out my heart for everything i did for..

Actually i really like u...

bt till the end i stil duno why u stil like dat...wat i did today juz wanted you too feel.. how was the feeling wen someting like dat happen... bt do u noe dat.. wen i closing my fon dat time... i was like my eeye almost like got tear.. bt i keep it hardly.. bcoz it working time.. do u reli think dat was nth... wen a person really worry about u.. den they wanted too noe where are you and how are you that time bt they couldnt find u that time... the feeling like... It nt easy too take it... it really painfull... juz like u feel today...

bt the worst one is... me.. who trying too do dat.. the pain-est is me nt u.. why i wn too make the person i like too feel the pain...

you alwiz say dat... belive or nt it depend on u...

bt i wanted dat wn is... u try the best too make me belive you.. nt juz giving dat word...

if one time.. the person u like.. and u curious about someting about him... and u ask him.. bt he tell back you that.. belive or nt is up too you.. den wat will you feel?? juz ans me..

do u really feeling so stress up dat me caring about you izit?

i noe u fan about ur study now.. bt u try my best too comfort you...

do u tink that i am a super human??

me also gt my stress on my work.. fren.. bt i still spend my time too comfort you...

do u noe that amount all the girl i like bfore.. i treat u is the most best of it.. most caring about it?

izit i nt enuf good too suit you?

in my heart there was alwiz full of a QUESTION which that without an ANSWER

even how bt i stil willing chill for it... bt today

u told me too LEAVE YOU ALONE....

why could u use those such word...

izit it mean.. me was nothing for u??

i still rmb every part of our story...

me noe u since form 3... v noe from fs.. den msn.. den i ask for ur number dat time...

den v chat till like a best fren.. and i rmb wen form 4 time.. on 14feb was valentine day..

den i buy a present for u.. bt u say nt free so post pone it too 21feb..

den on dat day bubu was birth come out...

wen u wen back home time.. ur mom ask u... who giv,.. u say bu dong pen yiu..

dat time i really sad...

den nt longer later... i confuss too you.. bt u rejected me... n v argue that time/..

till like one month din chat.. bt in the end i still apologies too you..

den we back too best fren again..

den wen i form 5 time..

i couple wit joanne...

bt dat time i really no feel too herr... bt u rmb or nt that time was u say ai ching ke ye pao yiang(love cn slowly slowly come)

i did wat u say.. force my self too go...

bt in the end.. juz a worst relation ship and a worst girl i noe...

den on 21 of dec 2008.. i confess again too you.. bt dat time i was tot it going too fail..

bt in the end it nt.. u told me dat u waited my since form 3... because that time i promise too wait till finish studying... and u told me everyting about u.. u say u duno wat is love... u hate the feeling dat cheering me up... wen call me that love cn slowly slowly come...

i really appreciate everyting...

i really wanted too b wit you......

haizz....

bt till so long now... u stil never ever.. once say u like me... jzu say wait for me...

i realllly wanted too hear it... even once... plss god..

fullfill my wish...

i juz wanted too noe wat her feel too me.. and her heart,,,

even once.. i wont regret of it... plss

i juz wn too noe about it.. i really wish for it...

tis the pic i edit and the pic dat.. dat day we went sushi king..

juz give me a chance hear her heart juz once.. for tis week..

if she scrabble out her heart.. i willing have a bad n good time wit her..

juz .. if she nvr scrabble her heart out..

den i will follow my path back...

so pls.. dun tell her about tis blog.. i juz wanted her too have her decision by her self.. bt nt my blog..

-Scrabbling Out My Heart Fully-

Scrabbling my heart now/...

2009-02-22T17:36:00.000-08:00

today nth too do....

so i juz scrabbling out my heart xD

ermmmm nth much too say now... bcoz nth happen..

bt i wn the ting happen also din happen xD

why a...?

hehehehhehehe

why so badly wn i.. harr??

last sat was bubu birthday.... 21 feb...

bt some cacat ppl could forget it!!!

bt nvm cacat is cacat xD

jhahahahhahahah....

me working at here till sien d...

alwiz see the same ppl...

some more the acer girl n micro house girl was...

100% better den our girl at PDA PRO...

pui theng alwiz say...

i nt nice mehh =_=

yeahhh u nt pretty at all,... and smelly....

den wai nee... bang sai girl....

angeline... pimple girl....

cacat la....

other place they are better like hell../.. pretty... cute... hot...

haiz bad luck here xD

hahahahah

anyway stop here la

ciaozz

Nth too do.. juz blog blog

2009-02-12T00:02:00.000-08:00

today nothing much too say... juz came back from shopping den later going for my fren so college event...

bla bla...

nth much too say bcoz dis few day was nth too happen

ermmmmmmm.... come or my fren.. was like shit.. if i hap patience time.. u was lucky bt wen i was totally out of it dun blame me... so those brain less girl watch ur language wen talk wit me..

ermmmmmmmmm wat some more a...

nth much too say d... so i end it at here